I want to fall in love with someone in stages. Taking my time to get to know every part of them so that I love them completely. I want to fall in love with his spirit, his mind, his heart, his eyes, his hair, the way he moves, the way he smells, the way he blinks, his eyelashes, his body, his soul. I want to be utterly, completely, madly in love with every fiber of his being.
After an incredibly relaxing weekend and just before what should be an extremely stressful month (it’s not because I have Peace) I’m left to think of what I truly want out of life. I want God, Love, Peace, Happiness and Positivity. In order to have these elements be a constant in my life I have to change my thoughts. I plan to do this by only surrounding myself with positive and healthy things. Things that will aid in my growth not stunt it. I must purge the negative from my life. If it isn’t helping me or others I want no parts of it. I’ve ignored the call to true Peace for a while, worried about what the world would think. I can’t ignore it any longer. I am not of this world. I am royalty, a Black Queen. I will live and act as such.