Welcome, February.

I went into this year with the intention of releasing my seemingly unyielding need for perfectionism and control. I was keenly aware of how I was blocking my own evolution by trying to control every aspect of every situation consciously, and unconsciously.

Let’s backtrack for a second. In the last few months of 2016 I read a couple of life changing articles (here and here) about perfectionism and control and how they go hand in hand, I realized it was time to make a conscious effort to release the need for perfection, therefore allowing me to ease up on trying to control everything. In my mercury retrograde/end of the year reflection, I realized that part of what spurs my need for control and perfection is me being too future focused. It is SO EASY to think about what I want out of life and begin to obsess about it, which makes me try to control the things that are happening in my life now, to ensure that I will create my ideal future. In about the first 7 minutes of this video, I’d gotten the message I needed to ease the urge to live so far into the future. Keep in mind there is nothing wrong with future planning. That isn’t what I was doing, though, I was future obsessing. When you begin to worry, your body responds as if you are in the very situation that you are worried about, it can’t tell the difference between your thoughts and what is happening in real time. My adrenals were all messed up, I existed in fight or flight mode.

Fast forward to today.  I can honestly say, I lived most of January in “Flow” meaning I would realize a need or a desire, ask the Universe to help me manifest or attract whatever was necessary to fulfill that need or desire, and then I moved out of the energy of the question and into the energy of the answer. Meaning, I asked, I claimed it as being done if it would be for my highest good and the highest good of all involved, thanked the universe and waited for it to appear while tending to other things. Before January, I would do the same, but I wouldn’t move out of the energy of the question. I would worry if I asked the question clear enough, I would re-ask, I would obsess, not realizing I was trying to control what I was calling in because I was scared that it wouldn’t be perfect, or that I was going to call in something I actually didn’t want. In January, I practiced dropping that tendency to obsess and control. It’s a work in progress, but it is working. I have concrete proof that it is working:

A) Funds for my move to Houston in May. I wrote in my journal that I wanted a certain amount of money while still being able to afford my day to day. I have my money.

B) More opportunities to speak to people and teach. I asked to be put in situations that would make me more comfortable with being visible. I have two speaking engagements coming up, both academic, but still in alignment with what I believe.

Nothing motivates me more than seeing proof that the work I am constantly engaged in is making a difference. It’s evidenced in the bold moves I’ve been making, the opportunities I’m attracting, and the beautiful relationships that I have cultivated.

So, for February, my mantra is Flow. I started in January, I’m kicking it up a notch this month. When you are truly in the flow you are magnetic. There’s less static keeping the things the Universe has for you waiting in the ethers, unable to manifest in the physical. When you are in the Flow you are holding space for yourself. A beautiful electrifying space of pure potential. In this space, the universe was created. In this space, you can call in all the things that will be of the highest good to you and all involved. This space can be frightening, it is a space of pure trust. You ask, believe, and you will receive. I’m excited about this month. I’m excited to flow. I pray that you join me. Even if it’s just a little flow every now and then, practice makes perfect. I mean, that’s what I’m doing, practicing my flow until it is my only state of being.

Thank you for being here. You are Love and you are Loved.

Peace & Light



On the Fence

I was on the fence about the Women’s March and the whole movement that spurred it because, fake. The unity did not feel authentic. For a second, the whole idea actually made me weep.

I wept for the Black women that were marching. I wept for the women of color and the immigrants that were marching. I wept for the women who despite their marching, voices still won’t be heard. I wept for my ancestors that are watching us cycle through the same patterns that have gotten us very little. I wept because I felt like my people were marching for white rights. I wept because only in America could a group of women vote for a blatant racist, misogynist, homophobe, and then march against his policies when he wins. I’m looking at you, white women. I even wept for the women that voted for him. Those women that are so unconsciously ruled by misogyny and comfortable with their privilege that they voted against their best interests.

It’s not that I don’t believe in the power of women coming together. I do. My God I do. Women coming together will change the world, that is what we do, it’s what we’ve always done.

I was, however, on the fence because the women that marched were not all marching for the same reasons. I was on the fence because I saw so many women of color questioning whether or not they should go to the march. These women, like me, did not question the march because they do not believe in the power of women. They did not question it because they think women don’t deserve equal rights. They, like me, were leery of how welcome we’d be. By “we” I mean women of color. I live about 3 hours away from DC, I could have gone up and attended the march, but I didn’t see the point. I wasn’t in the mood to be temporarily pacified by inauthentic attempts at unification.

I’ve seen several articles about intersectionality and inclusivity in light of the march and these conversations need to be had. These are conversations black women and other women of color have BEEN trying to have and we CONTINUE to be silenced by the very people that need to listen. White Women.

White women need to listen because they need to understand their privilege. Understand that it is a privilege to march and wave signs about pussy grabbing back, and have the country pat you on the back for an arrest free peaceful demonstration. (As if a white woman would ever be tackled to the ground and arrested by police on national television.) Privilege is participating in this march that was created by women of color, with no fear of being unwelcome. Privilege is saying “all lives matter” but not meaning black, brown, immigrant etc. lives. Understand that the women of color that were marching, were marching not only for women’s reproductive rights and rights to autonomy over our bodies but for the right to exist in black or brown skin. Understand that I am still unsure of my place in this space because I’m having a hard time believing you’ll protest with me when it comes to issues that don’t directly affect you. See I don’t get the luxury of choosing to protest for women’s rights and not Black women’s rights. I don’t get to ignore the fact that my people were not considered people at this country’s conception and therefore are at a disadvantage systemically. I don’t get to ignore the fact that most of you openly supported and voted for a man that vows to reinforce the very systems that keep me at that disadvantage. I don’t get to ignore the fact that y’all want equality and we seek equity. I don’t get to ignore the fact that when people that look like me gather to have our voices heard it is no longer a demonstration, but a riot, no matter how peaceful.

So, let’s be real, my existence is a protest. Everything I do as an unapologetically Black, Black woman, is a form of protest. I can not pick and choose.

I am my ancestors wildest dreams incarnate.

“So, what are you saying?”

What I’m saying is this. There is no women’s movement without black women. I repeat, THERE IS NO WOMEN’S MOVEMENT WITHOUT BLACK WOMEN.

Find a more resourceful, resilient, do what it takes even when what it takes is unclear, woman. I dare you. You need us. So if you want this movement to really effect any change in the world, rally with us. I mean really be with us, no more colorblind bullshit. I want you to see me and acknowledge my black ass. Do not make yourself more comfortable with me by telling me I “talk white” or I’m not a “real” black girl. It’s the micro-aggressions, the refusal to even feign empathy when a black man woman or child is brutalized (but let a dog get shot).

I can only speak for myself, but I am done uniting with and putting my energy out for people that will not do the same for me. I believe in reciprocity. You are either with me or you’re not. No gray area. My rights as a human, are not debatable, I’m not asking you to see me as a human or to see why I’m fighting. I’m telling you to. I’m demanding that you do. Or don’t, just know that without us anything you touch… *Ceily hand*

If we want to make a change and do this Women’s Movement right, intersectionality and inclusivity must be at the forefront. We have to have the hard conversations. We have to put our ego’s to the side. We have to be willing to unlearn everything we’ve been taught, to make room for something new.

Have the conversation. Create the space for open dialogue, this is a grassroots movement. It takes everyone, but it takes everyone being sincere and ready for something that is actually different. Not the same old band-aid remedies we’ve been using. Some real and radical change, a rebellion from the norm.

It can be done. The conversations are happening. The age of the Divine Feminine is right now. We can do this. We just have to do it right. We can’t bring in a new age, operating in old age paradigms.

** In the meantime, Black women, we need to do our own healing. Don’t think for one second that I have all of these opinions and no plan of action. I got you, it’s why I’m called to do the work that I do. Mental health is vital. Emotional wellness is vital. Self Care is vital. We have generations of trauma stored in our DNA, its time to heal ourselves. We carry so much for so many, it’s time to start releasing what is not ours. We are the original woman. When we heal ourselves, we heal the world. **

About Me

Hi guys, I don’t think I’ve properly introduced myself so I decided I would! I’m Liv! I originally started this blog as a journal of sorts. Over the years it has morphed into being a a space where I can share what I have learned throughout my life and the experiences therein. It is my intention for this blog to be a healing space. Here are a few facts about me:

I’m an Oklahoma native current Virginia resident

I have a Master of Arts in Counseling from the illustrious Hampton University

I’m an ENFP personality type (Myers Briggs)

Sagittarius Sun, Cancer Moon,  Pisces Rising

I’m deeply empathic and intuitive

I’ve been committed to my conscious journey since 2013

I’m heavily into the occult; astrology, alchemy, metaphysics, tarot, numerology, energy healing, candle magic, etc.

I collect crystals

Love is my religion

I love to cook and entertain (and I’m really good at it!)

I could watch Frasier every day for the rest of my life and not get tired of it

I’m super goofy and I crack myself up constantly

I have really amazing people in my tribe that I thank the universe for daily

the people in my life know they can come to me about anything without fear of judgment and that makes me really happy. I love being “muva”

I’m really into learning so I make it a point to learn something new daily (or at least weekly) and I love to read.


Start. It seems simple right? Not for me, the recovering perfectionist control freak that has been battling an internal fear or success for a few years now. Yes, a fear of success.

Until very recently, it was hard to see myself having success, without a looming fear of failure, or being seen as an imposter. I have struggled for years with “waiting for the other shoe to drop” and what I’ve found, is that my anticipation of that shoe dropping, caused it to fall many times. In retrospect though, they may not have fallen. I aided in pulling those shoes down. Self sabotage.

Self sabotage kept me from starting, and committing. Putting too much pressure on myself to be and do everything other than Just Being, kept me from starting. Not fully trusting myself, kept me from starting. Wanting all the perfect conditions, kept me from starting. Fear of making  mistakes, kept me from starting. Wanting to control the outcome, kept me from starting. Wanting to be on step 50 without taking steps 2-49, kept me from starting. Ultimately, I kept me from starting.

The ending of 2016, this past Mercury Retrograde cycle, and a beautiful reiki session facilitated by my best friend (fertilealchemy.com) showed me that the time is now to release the habit of self sabotage. It is time to relinquish the fear of my light beaming and shifting the energy in every space I occupy. No more time for playing small. It is time for me to step into my role not only as a healer, but as a teacher and an energetic leader.

I have to do it. I have to do it courageously. I have to do it when my inner critic is louder than everyone else, telling me I can’t do anything right. I have to do it even when its uncomfortable. I have to start even when I don’t see the path clearly. So, I’m doing it. This is my start.

2017 is a 1 year in numerology, it heralds the beginning of a fresh 9 year cycle. Around my birthday in December, I set some intentions for this year and dubbed it my Year of Creativity, meaning I create my life to be exactly what I want and need it to be. I am also opening up space for more creative expression outlets, like blogging. For my starting focus, I am rebuilding and reinforcing my self confidence, ensuring that it is real and deep and impenetrable by anyone or anything that is outside of me. I am loving myself deeper by honoring my truth unapologetically, telling my story without shame, and allowing myself to flow and choose without being attached to outcome. I have been on my self-healing journey faithfully since 2013. The focus of my work being loving myself into healing, parenting myself, and  nurturing myself. Its work that I will always do, no matter how dark it gets. I do not run from my shadow, I embrace her, we are one. In doing this work, I have shifted and released major karmic baggage. I’ve cancelled and revoked many karmic contracts that I agreed to consciously and unconsciously. This journey is a grass roots endeavor. I’ve been healing me one step at a time from the ground up. Figuring out what works and what doesn’t work. What I like and what I don’t like. Loving myself, having confidence in myself, and being able to be by myself were not automatic. These things took time, and patience, and meeting the same blocks at different levels from different perspectives. I never gave up. I never give up. Resilience is my saving grace.

Going through this alchemical energetic process has equipped me with  first hand experiences and knowledge that I feel will be beneficial for many as Gaia continues to ascend, because as she raises her vibration, we must raise our own. I take many of my cues from nature and believe in the saying “as above, so below” and currently (from about 1/8-2/6) all planets are stationed direct, moving forward. Like the planets, I too am moving forward. This space isn’t for me to tell you what to do. Its to tell you what I do, and to inspire you to take action in your own life. Whatever that looks like to you.

I’m from the school of “each one teach one” I plan to use this space to share what I’ve learned thus far, and what I continue to learn. I am ever evolving, changing and shifting as I see fit. I am not fixed, I am fluid, I am water. (literally more than half of my chart is water).  I’ll never tell you the work is easy. Getting to the bottom of, and shifting your unconscious beliefs, just isn’t. It can be done though. I’m doing it.

Take Care of You: A Self-Care Guide

(Originally written in 2015)

I was prompted to speak on this topic after several days of sadness. The sadness wasn’t overwhelming, it was very subtle. Me being me, I started to question where the feelings were coming from because they didn’t feel like mine. I know me. As I took the time to follow the feelings, I realized most of them were in fact coming from outside sources. As an empath (a highly sensitive being that can feel and sometimes absorb, the energy of the people, places, and things in its environment) I have to be very careful about the things I subject myself to. Everything is energy so it is very easy to get caught up in the undertow of low vibrating frequencies such as fear, hate, and sadness. ESPECIALLY when thats all you see around you! I figured if I’m feeling it, others probably are too. So, I want to help by letting you know how I keep my vibe high, especially during trying times.

Monitoring your intake: I don’t watch traditional news often. It can be very triggering and fear mongering, and it is very unhealthy in large amounts. Unfollow negative people. Stop talking to people that only gossip, complain, or have a generally pessimistic view of life. Everything is energy, be conscious of the energy you take in.

Read/Research: Google is my best friend any time I have a question I type it into google and I come across one thing that will lead me to another, then another, and then another.  All that I know, is that I don’t know much so I strive every day to learn something new whether it be from google, youtube, books, or tuning in to Spirit to see what lessons they have for me. Knowledge is Power. No one can take that from you. Remember, no matter what you read you DO NOT have to take it all as truth, only take what resonates with you. Everything isn’t for you and thats okay. Know yourself.

Conscious Breathing: By focusing on my breath I am able to center myself, especially at times when I feel confused, upset, or at a loss for words. We take breathing for granted a lot of times, and because we aren’t thinking about our breaths our brains and bodies aren’t getting the optimal amount of oxygen. This can contribute to our stress levels among other things. Practice breathing by imagining the breath coming up through your feet and out of the top of your head. Another trick is to breathe in and fill your belly up, and to push the air out with a sigh, making your stomach go flat.

Drink Water: Water is Life. You can even charge your water with crystals, love and good intentions if you need a quick pick me up. Water is easily programmed, (we are like 60% water so we too, are easily programmed by the energy around us.)

Baths: Baths have become an essential part of my self-care. I throw my favorite crystals (the ones that are safe to be put in water) in the tub, start the water and charge my bath with loving intentions. Doing this in the morning helps prepare me for the day and at night it helps wash off the day and any energies I may be holding that aren’t mine. WATER IS LIFE.

Grounding: I get out into nature and I take my shoes off and plant them in the ground, and I sit and listen and watch nature. I learn a lot from nature, everything  happens as its supposed to without being prompted by anyone or anything. That reminds me to Just Be which can be very hard because I am a recovering control freak.

Meditation: I take the time to get still and clear my mind of incessant thoughts. If you’re a beginner, don’t worry so much about the thoughts disappearing, just make sure you’re letting the thoughts come and go without identifying with and attaching to them. It took me a couple of years to be able to meditate on my own with a clear mind. Up until that point I would use guided meditations on Youtube, or, I’d be in a meditative state with thoughts floating though my head. I just watched them and let them pass. Sometimes even verbally saying “No thank you” to the thoughts.

Listening to my Intuition:  I find that when I heed my inner pullings and that tiny voice inside, it is easier to be happy because I am in the flow of the universe, magnitizong all things for my highest good.

Crystal Healing: Very early on into my spiritual journey I was introduced to healing stones.. not quite sure how, probably Tumblr, anyway, I purchased a Shiva Lingam because I was hell bent on reuniting with an ex and Shiva stones promote the union of Yin and Yang (female and male) energies. When I held the stone it began to vibrate in my hand, I thought I was losing it so I put it in the other hand, same effect… still skeptical I loosened my grip on it, it was still vibrating in my hand. From there my love affair with crystals began. Healing stones come directly from the Earth and are programed with nature’s energy. Nature is the oldest and one of the most powerful forces. Everything comes from nature one way or another. I find my crystals by either googling things like “healing stones for depression” or “healing stones for insomnia” etc. I also get put on to a lot of crystals by some of the people I follow on Instagram. I like to go into my local magick shop and  look at the selection of stones and let them choose me. I choose the ones that call out to me without even knowing their healing properties, then when I get home and look them up the stone is ALWAYS just what I need at the time. Good starter stones are Amethyst, Clear Quartz, and Rose Quartz. All stones with very palpable energy.

Self Pleasure: Yep thats what I mean. Masturbate. Sexual energy is the most powerful creative energy around. Get to know yourself and your orgasm. I’ve transitioned from traditional sex toys to healing ones that are non toxic. You can find some great healing wands at chakrubs.com. I have a white jade one. Just like my other stones this one has a powerful energy.  You can set your intention for your orgasm. You can choose to circulate the energy within your body, allowing it to clear your chakras and boost your vibration. Or, you can intend to use the energy for creative endeavors. Before you begin, set the mood, you owe yourself romance, plus, it’ll increase the intensity of the orgasm. Turn off the lights, light a candle or two and some incense, play some music. Then give yourself a massage with coconut oil, paying attention to how you feel. Taking this time will allow you to really learn what your body likes, then you can teach your partner. Take control of your pleasure. Once you’re ready, begin, and take your time. There is no need to rush your orgasm, be gentle with yourself.  If you want to know more about the power of an orgasm, you should research it. Sacred Sex is real and it is healing.

Florida Water: I dab on this magical cologne and it instantly changes or settles my mood, I also use it to ward off negative energy. I get the Murray & Lanman brand from Amazon.

Essential Oils: Much like healing stones, essential oils have properties that attract certain effects. Like I do with my crystals, I look up oils based on what I’m going through and need help with. The ones I tend to keep on hand are patchouli, frankincense, rose-geranium, tea tree, and rosemary. I use these oils in various combinations to lift my mood, attract desires, and as a natural perfume.

Drink Tea: Tea time is my most favorite time of the day. I get to sit with a huge cup of steaming hot tea in the morning and  in the evening, and in this time I am able to unwind and enjoy about 5-10 minutes of stillness. I love organic loose leaf tea blends.

Mantras: I’ve been aware of mantras since my journey began, but I didn’t begin to put them into regular use until recently. A mantra is a sentence or paragraph of positive/affirming words that you say to yourself throughout the day/every day. Your words do have power, so using them in an empowering way can begin to shift things for you. An all encompassing mantra is: “I Am Love, I Am Enough, I Am Grateful, I Am Healthy. Abundance flows to me and through me with ease. I Am Open to all The Universe has for me in my highest good.” Use this one or create one to suit your personal needs. By using mantra’s you are moving energy in a way that allows The Universe to respond to what you are saying.  Remember believing is seeing, not the other way around.

Lighting Incense/Sage/Palo Santo: The ancient practice of burning these herbs/wood/resins helps clear the energy in your space, ridding it of stagnant and negative energy. I get most of these products from Amazon

Astrology: Astrology is important to me. The stars align in a way that affects the energy on earth and therefore affects the energy of human beings. If you’re skeptical read Astrology by Osho. A lot of what you see in mainstream media is junk astrology. Essential astrology involves getting your natal chart done so that you can look at where the planets were positioned at your exact time of birth, this astrology is catered specifically to you.

Awareness: I stay as present in each moment as I can. Practicing awareness enables me to understand myself and what I need. It helps me to pinpoint emotions that feel foreign and work on finding out where they may have come from, and then release them. Being aware allows me to not be fooled by a lot of things. Im able to see through everything because I am actively participating in my life, Im not just taking things at face value.

RADICAL SELF CARE: All of the above mentioned are part of this. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. You owe it to yourself to be the best you, you can be. Rest, read, play, laugh, cry, share love, be love, make love, paint, dance, sing, whatever you do just take care of yourself. Rid your space of people, places, and things that do not grow you or grow with you. Let go of baggage that it not yours. Evolve, remove yourself from patterns that are no longer serving you. PACK LIGHT. This journey is hilly and you can’t move up hill very gracefully carrying years and lifetimes worth of baggage. Practice letting go of it, its much easier to be happy that way. Here’s another mantra my best friend and I came up with that can help you with letting go. “As I let go, I surrender to the flow of The Universe” Letting go is a lifetime process. Move courageously and with determination. Love on You. You deserve it I promise. We need you, and we need you healthy and well. Eat whole foods, exercise, drink tons of water. Do what you think you can’t.

I have a wonderful physical tribe that I lean on, and since we are in the age of technology, I have also built a virtual tribe that I can lean on. People I’ve never met in the physical and some I’ve never even spoken to, yet I find myself resonating deeply with them and their messages.

1. Bri Braggs: @fertilealchemy & @fertilapothocary on Instagram, fertilealchemy.com

2.Hasnaa At-Tahuidi: @vibrationalmedicine & @resonanceapothecary on Instagram, Hasnaa At-Tauhidi on Youtube

3. Alex Elle: @alexelle, @thebalmco, @loveyourlines on Instagram, anthrsnday.com, alexandraelle on Tumblr

4. House of Vuu: @houseofvuu on Instagram, houseofvuu.com

5. Nancy: @astrologyangelmediums on Instagram and Facebook

6. Mama Ella: samoryshealing@gmail.com, samorysherbs.com, @nutritionalhealing on Instagram

7. Nerissa Irving: @Nerissanefeteri, @neneorganics, @naturotica on Instagram, Nerissa Irving on Youtube

8. Dorian Johnson: thefemmefocus.com, @thefemmefocus on Instagram, thefemmefocus on Youtube

9. Bashar: BasharCommunications on Youtube

10. Mooji: Moojiji on Youtube

11. Alyssa Sharpe: alyssasharpe.com, Alyssa Sharpe on Youtube

12. Osho: osho.com -Osho in Amazon Books

13. Tatianna Tarot: @tatiannatarot on Instagram, tatianna tarot on Youtube

14. Ashley’s Naturals: @ashleysnaturals on Instagram, ashleysnaturals.com

15. Thema Azize Serwa: thewombsauna.com Thema Azize Serwa on YT

16. The Hoodwitch: @thehoodwitch on Instagram, thehoodwitch.com





My 10 Steps to fearLESS living!

Originally written in November 2014 for cicelyrue.com

1) Understand what fear is.

You must understand that fear is embedded in every day life. It’s most commonly disguised as safety. Playing it safe is 9/10 giving in to fear, unless it pertains to physical safety in a situation. Don’t let being fearless get you hit by a car or something crazy. You aren’t invincible. Fear usually comes when it’s time to venture into the Unknown. You don’t know what’s out there so you create all the worst case scenarios and then you’re scared. Realize this.

2) Acknowledge the fear.

Don’t ignore the fear. Try to understand the fear. Ask yourself where it’s coming from. I bet you the fear isn’t even yours. It was probably given to you by your parents, friends, society, or religion. For example, think of a time you wanted to do something that you thought was amazing like, traveling to a foreign country and someone said “but it’s so expensive, or but you don’t know the language.” And you sat back and agreed. That person just gave you their fear and you accepted it as your own so now it is yours. You have to acknowledge the fear and find it’s source. Once you do that you can proceed to the next step.

3) Ask yourself is the fear helping or hurting me?

Fear isn’t always a bad thing, we humans have a great intuition and can therefore sense danger and that’s helpful. If the fear is helping you, like telling you a certain situation is not safe, follow the fear and move around. Like I said, don’t let being fearless get you killed on some silly shit. If the fear is keeping you in a comfort zone, it’s hurting you so see the next step.

4) Learn to have faith in yourself and the Universe.
Faith is a skill that you must nurture. We humans love to see and believe when we really have to believe in order to see. Often times fear keeps us in our comfort zone because we don’t know what will happen if we venture outside said comfort zone. (we lack faith) We can’t see into the Unknown so we stay away, we love what we already know and we stay there bc it’s secure. Well guys, nothing magical is born in security. The next step will tell you how to get out of this comfortable place.

5) Let the fear motivate you.

If you understand that the fear is keeping you stagnant, let it motivate you to move past it. Be comfortable with the Unknown. Consider yourself a pioneer, if you don’t know what’s out there, go find out. Be bold! It will either go really well, or it won’t. That’s the way of life. Which brings me to the next step

6) Move through the fear.

THIS IS THE HARDEST AND LONGEST STEP (at first, after a few months this will happen almost automatically) in this step you have to gather up every ounce of courage you have, every iota of faith, and you have to move. Consciously move through the fear, aware of everything in your space that can propel you forward or continue to hold you back. This includes people places and things. Give yourself the opportunity to see if the Unknown will be great or not because it’ll probably be really great and if it’s not you’ll be able to figure out why it isn’t because you’re now practicing conscious awareness. So not easy. Not easy, not quick. But possible. Have faith in yourself and the Universe. You have to know that you will be supported in a move towards growth.


You did it, you made it past that thing you never thought you’d make it through!

8) Say hello to God

God lives outside your comfort zone, success lives outside your comfort zone, REAL life is lived outside your comfort zone.

9) Repeat

Any time you feel fear creep up on you, follow these steps and face that fear, work through that fear, and overcome that fear.

10) Tell your story.

I’m from the school of each one teach one. You learn something that benefits you, I guarantee you someone else will benefit from it too. Let your story inspire someone else to move out of fearFULL living into fearLESS living. If everyone can begin to operate from Love (courage) and not Fear, the world as we know it will change. Help your neighbor. Your neighbor’s wealth will not affect yours. Remember that the flower does not worry about the beauty of the flower next to it, it just blooms or something like that. Don’t keep goodness to yourself. Spread goodness and goodness will return to you ten fold. Hoard goodness and it will rot and turn sour. Don’t be a hater. Be a motivator! (I’m a corn ball).

Im Liv and these are the steps that I take to live a fearLESS life. I’m not a licensed counselor (yet) or any authority on living, besides what I’ve lived myself. I would never offer advice on anything that I haven’t been through. This is what works for me. Fear creeps up on me ALL THE TIME but I run my fear. Fear doesn’t run me. That’s how I’m able to fear less. It’s not that I’m just out here like superwoman or anything. I’m just a Goddess outchea trying to live a bold ass life full of Love! I consciously choose to never be held back by the Unknown, I don’t let the what ifs keep me from doing what I desire to do. I’ve come to realize that I desire to do things that I am in fact supposed to do, so if I want it I go for it sometimes I fall, and that’s okay. You can’t always win, life is about balance. I venture into the Unknown with Love, Light, and Faith and 7/10 I end up on top, and boy does it feel good!! Give it a try the worst that can happen is that you stay exactly where you are now. To all that read this, I love you like God. I’m serious. I mean it. I love you. Peace & Light.


Dark yet laced with the sweet smell and vibrant energy of a new day.
Lying next to you.
I love the way you sound this early. Deep voice rumbling like the fiercest thunder.
We don’t know why we’re awake, but we are.
We honor Gaia by partaking in her finest gifts.
I brew the tea, you pack the bowl. Herbal treats to celebrate the dawn.
Inhale. Exhale. Sip. Repeat.
There’s something magical about 5am with you.
I can hear the angels whispering, feel the energy of the universe gathering, conspiring on our behalf. Honoring us as we honor her. Preparing a day full of wonder.
Oh 5am the beautiful hour where Mama Moon begins to make way for Papa Sun.
5am when moans are a little deeper and juices are a lot sweeter.
It’s 5am we can’t hide from anything at this hour, and we don’t want to. This is the hour of honesty. The hour of vulnerability. Rawness. The hour of God Energy.
In this bed. Together. Awake. At 5am. The bliss. The fullness. The gratitude.
5am Magic with you.

Living Single

It’s been 8 months now that I have been single.
To many this may not seem like a long time, to me it has been a lifetime.
It has been the first time that I’ve TRULY been alone since 2007. From my first love in high school, to various hookups, to far too many crushes to count, to a long term relationship, to a few situationships, to my last more than friendship, my heart and time had been tied up in one way or another for at least seven years.
I had always considered myself a lover of Love. Heartbreak never stopped me from giving Love one more try. No matter how much it hurt.
I’d always been told by the ones closest to me, to take a REAL break from guys. To focus on me and to find me so that I could stop the cycle of heartbreak. Because baby let me tell you, for a while I experienced let down after let down, heartache after heartache, yet I ALWAYS had to find someone. Even if just a texting buddy.
Quite frankly, I didn’t want to take time for myself. I didn’t want to be alone. I didn’t want to face the fact that I didn’t know who I was. I didn’t want to face the fact that I had self-esteem issues. I didn’t want to be lonely. I didn’t want to acknowledge the obvious fact that I was the common denominator in the decline of every friend boy relationship I had. That and the fact that every guy was emotionally stunted.
That seven year streak ended 8 months ago.
As I said earlier, these 8 months have felt like a lifetime.
I have been Reborn. Transformed. Made New. Made Free.
My time alone has been the best time of my life. I never knew how amazing I was. Getting to know me and getting to Love me has been the ultimate experience.
I will tell you this.
It. Has. Not. Been. Easy.
It first came with the realization
“You are what you attract.”
Damn. I’m attracting these emotionally stunted men because I’m emotionally stunted? This really is my fault? #QTNA
I got the answers.
The answers came after many sleepless nights, tear stained pillows, weight gain, weight loss, fear, doubt and so much pain.
But Love got me through. Love was the answer. Love is ALWAYS the answer.
Fortunately my last man friend taught me Unconditional Love. I met this man, and I Loved this man simply because he exists. It was an inexplicable feeling.
One he never understood.
One I wouldn’t understand until the relationship came to an end.
I will be forever grateful for the ending of that relationship and the beginning of my New Life.
Initially it came as a slap in the face. I had JUST moved across country, I was in unfamiliar territory alone, and now that he’d called it quits I was really truly alone.
I felt like I had yet again managed ruin something beautiful. Something that had the potential to be Forever.
Ego got me. Ego made me me question my worth, ego made me want to hate myself, ego made me feel lost. Ego had me ready to give up.
These feelings were short lived because LOVE.
Love told me to stop, look, and listen. Love told me to learn me. It was a process that had begun about a year prior, but had become halted as I began to pour myself into yet another person that wasn’t me.
Love told me to be SELFish.
“LOVE. YOU. FIRST. The residual is for others and believe me it will be more than enough.” Said Love.
Love made me get back to me.
Love made me comfortable with alone.
Love made me grateful for alone.
8 months later I Love myself the way I always tried to Love a man. 8 months later I am more Free than I have ever been. 8 months later I’m comfortable in my own skin. 8 months later I’m kinder. 8 months later I’m gentler. 8 months later I’m wiser. 8 months later I’m living my Dream. 8 months later I know my worth. 8 months later I’m a better version of me. 8 months later I cherish aloneness. 8 months later I’m Fearless. 8 months later I’m Limitless. 8 months later I’m more feminine. 8 months later I am Love. 8 months later I am Light. 8 months later I realize how powerful I am.

8 months later I’m ready to Love.
I will never give up on Love.
Love is all I need.

I’m ready to Love in a way that will free him, heal him, awaken him, inspire him, open him up, transform him. I’m ready to Love him because he exists. I’m ready to share and grow and learn with him. I’m ready to make a family with him. To explore with him. To explore him. To be his best friend. To Love him for who he is at his core, when all else is gone, when nothing but his Soul, his True Self is left.
I can give this Love to him, because I’ve given, continue to give, and will always give the same Love to myself FIRST.
I don’t know who “he” is or when I’ll meet “him.” and that’s okay, because until we connect I’ll be Learning, Growing, Loving, and Living Single.

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